i love this westbrook quote, but is it just too very?

Everything goes against me. I am weary of
    my life. I am so restrained that life is
        scarcely worth having...

Could I look into futurity for a short time,
    how gladly I would pierce the veil of
        Mystery that wraps my fate.

Is it wrong, do you think, to put an end
    to one's sorrows? I often think of it —
        all is so gloomy and desolate.

    Shall I find repose in another world?

                 Harriet Westbrook